And from what I once stood for
As the flesh that I devour
When the substance that flows
Through my veins is irrelevant
And the lie, it just sets me free
For the shit that you told me
For you have what it takes
And a waste a part of my time
I am not what you thought of me
I am not what you foresaw
I am nothing you thought I could be
I am not what you can describe
Fall down and sometimes reduce to
That can't even fit for a day
When the substance that flows
Through your veins is irrelevant
And the lie, it just sets me free
For the shit that you told me
For you have what it takes
And a waste a part of my time
I am not what you thought of me
I am not what you foresaw
I am nothing you thought I could be
Shit fucking lot's of it,
Wasting a lot of it, yes I
I had to just 'cuz I already knew it's fucked
And I looked up, opened my eyes and staked my head