Sad Ghost

Issues
Standing in front of this bed with some matches, watch it burn!
I'll pray my body burns too.
Why do, do I do, do, do, do the things I do? (Things I do)
And they blind you (Blinding you).
Yet you are the only one who can see what I've done.
Laying here doesn't feel the same, I need to get up and make a change.
Get up and get over this
My voice it echoes my, thoughts collide.
You said I'm dead to you, I bled for you, now your dreams can come true.
There's a place in my bed where you rested your head,
Now I'm resting alone in this bed and it's cold.
I feel like a ghost, these memories go up in smoke.
You didn't want serious and It made me delirious.
Why do, do I do, do, do, do the things I do? (Things I do)
And they blind you (Blinding you).
Yet you are the only one who can see what I've done.
Guess I'll never know what I meant to you,
This year's been lonely but at least it's through.
I'll write a letter to my former self,
Dear sad ghost, why'd you put your heart on the shelf?
You took the fun out of living when you took the life out of me!
Take a look into the mirror,
But you don't see yourself inside.
Watch it crack,
You're bad luck started with me and my good luck ended with you.
I know you're drunk again (I know you're drunk again),
And not thinking clear (And not thinking clear).
But when you write this down, at least try and sound a bit more sincere.
Guess I'll never know what I meant to you,
This year's been lonely but at least it's through.
I'll write a letter to my former self,
Dear sad ghost, why'd you put your heart on the shelf?