I fear the silent words, don't trust my eyes
I drag behind me all that I despise
Just a vacant stare
My home is where, is where
And if I'm out there, do I care?
If I stop running, will I disappear?
It feeds my anger like it feeds my fear
But I can't hold you near
So, so I believe myself
How long, how far, how wide?
How much more can I take?
Selfhood, fly your flag of distrust
And when the bough breaks watch me fall
Like a true believer
Coming down like a great deceiver, a great deceiver
And if I'm out there, do I care?
If I stop running, will I disappear?
It feeds my anger like it feeds my fear
But I can't hold you near
So, so I believe myself
So I believe myself
And this safe harvest
Ask forgiveness
I have none
All my dreams are gone
Ask forgiveness
I have none
All my dreams are gone
Ask forgiveness
I have none
All my dreams are gone
Ask forgiveness
I have none
My dreams are gone
So, so I believe myself
So I believe myself