I know you can't help what you feel,
but you can sure help who you feel
I'm tired of acting like I could salvage something real
I'd say I'm alright,
but I'm unstable at best
I'm subject to influence
I've waited for ages
to find I'm still debating
I gave in to the consensus
I know better than to ever trust my senses
I've tried, time and time again
to think for myself, but I've got friends
to determine my best interests
I'd say I'm alright
but I'm just trying my best
to avoid any chance to rest
I know when I'm alone in my bed
I was too quick to judge
I'm under the influence
against the grain?
o I'd take the easier path
to avoid more mistakes