Short Circuit

Mortification
Short Circuit - mind in frenzy
This is your solemn cell.
Respect - Revenge or Pity
Prisoner of yourself.
Take off - you need some distance
far from that Nagging Pain.
But no - your mind is twisted,
it's in your head again.
Make sense of this confusion,
you know it may not last.
There is but one solution
Not learning from your past.
Inside your mind is churning
something to stem the pain.
Is this your past returning?
Will you attempt again?
Your mind is your danger
under its evil spell.
Your thought could not be stranger
inside your living hell.
Why are you self destructive?
Your brain tells you "obey".
Each breath, you cling to something,
it's always been that way.
You did not want assistance
in the wrong time, wrong place.
Unwanted interference
Unwanted in your fate.
What is there in your future?
Why is it you were spared?
Will you find peace in dying?
Is this life your end?