But my feelings all remain
It's becoming much too hard to distinguish
All my pleasure from my pain
I can't even remember where it all went wrong
The only thing I know is that I don't belong
Isn't that what we always agree'd on?
Is this real or is this fictional?
Somehow I'm suddenly mixed up again
What it means to be so cynical
I do admit you've had to suffer
And you've also been let down
We wasted every second chance
Eyes wide open, now I see
This shouldn't be this easy.
Tell me if I'm wrong this time
Isn't this what we agree'd on?
Is this real or is this fictional?
Somehow I'm suddenly mixed up again
What it means to be so cynical
Tell me if I'm wrong this time
There's nothing left to say
I'm leaving all of this behind
I'm giving up on wasted time
Is this real or is this fictional?
Somehow I'm suddenly mixed up again
What it means to be so cynical