I've been writing this down
In notebooks and chat rooms
You know that it hurts
I've been sitting around
To tell you or not
I don't know which is worse
It's hard to understand
You want to, but you can't
It's hard to see with love blinding your eyes
I told you so you knew
But can't you see that she was you?
This is just a bit of my useless life
I know that it's time for me to die
To be killed off by some romantic, perfect guy
You say you love me and we both know that it's true
So why does the nice guy never get a chance with you?
I've been kicking myself
I fucked up the program
You know that it's true
I've been burning in hell
The pain never drains from this sadist debut
I hope you know it's not my fault
I can't control the pain at all
You're beautiful; there's nothing to be done
But I can already see the end
I'll never be more than a friend
I'll never be the one