Lying on my bed alone in the dead of the night
Torturing myself with thoughts of her
Like a silent breeze of poisonous air, the sorrow comes
All those memories of better times fill my mind
How little I understood back in those days
Now, when all is gone, I can see the value of everything that I have lost
Still, her eyes are haunting me when I try to sleep
In the silence of the night, I hear her voice
I know the day won't come that I am done with this longing
A night like this, I wish I could find my way out of this world
No matter how hard I try to forget and clear my mind
The sorrow comes
I know I should move forward and give something new a chance
But I am unable to break these bonds of what once used to be
Sometimes I can't help thinking there is only one way out
Through my own sorry death, in the hands of Azrael