Breathe in and sigh, wake up the beast I have inside
Dark thoughts of death run through my mind
Drums of wars marking the start of the battle
I just don't feel the same
It's cruel and cold
A soldier in war
Striving to live
Losing control
Creeping down, just crawling through the darkness
Falling to the silence and gloom of my days
It's cruel and cold
A soldier in war
Striving to live
Losing control
Sometimes I try to know why I
lost my mates and risked my life
Gave up on my dreams and hopes
Sometimes I wish I had more time
to heal, to heal my soul
It's cruel and cold
A soldier in war
Striving to live
Losing control
Am I just a pawn to sacrifice?
Sometimes I try to know why
I lost my mates and risked my life
Gave up on my dreams and hopes
Sometimes I wish I had more time
to heal, to heal my soul