To whom this may concern
From what I'm about to do, I won't return
So torn, out of line
This is the last resort to clear my mind
I tried, I promise
If I still had you, I wouldn't have done this
Neverending story of a fucked up life
The final ending, resulting in my suicide
I could waste my time, and try
Take another three years, try to keep in line
But waking up is 10x harder
When all you wanna do is die
So I, commit suicide (suicide)
Goodbye...
I can't hide the pain
It's gotten harder to hide the trails on my veins
Maybe I've lost my mind, gone insane
But everything will always be the same
I love, you hate
You fucked up, I forgave
The worst thing happened to me today
Nothing here, is left to remain
Looked in the mirror, watched my eyes turn blue to grey
Might as well just end my pain
I could waste my time, and try
Take another three years, try to keep in line
But waking up is 10x harder
When all you wanna do is die
So I, commit suicide (suicide)
Goodbye...
I haven't slept since I wonke up last
My future is just a replay of the past
Can't keep living, can't endure
Don't even knwo what I'm living for
Keep on hiding everything behind closed doors
Everything still reminds me of her
Just wish I didn't fuckin' care anymore
Betrayed, all the lies
I'm destined to die
I could waste my time, and try
Take another three years, try to keep in line
But waking up is 10x harder
When all you wanna do is die
So I, commit suicide (suicide)
Goodbye...
I woke up this morning
It was cold by my side
You left me with nothing but tears in my eyes
Silence in my mind
Emptiness inside
Love is gone, tonight
I die, commit suicide
I could waste my time, and try
Take another three years, try to keep in line
But waking up is 10x harder
When all you wanna do is die
So I, commit suicide (suicide)
Goodbye...
This should be our final goodbye
You never really cared
So why should you cry?
Maybe you'll feel sorry once I'm dead
All the times that you've fucked with my head
The guilt overwelms you as you lie in bed
All you had to do was just say bye
I guess you could call this suicide
Too bad I'm too full of it to swallow my pride
I could waste my time, and try
Take another three years, try to keep in line
But waking up is 10x harder
When all you wanna do is die
So I, commit suicide (suicide)
Goodbye...
I need help, lost myself
Gave up the fight to stay alive
No longer got the will to keep living this lie
I'm sorry I didn't give you one final call
And I'm truly sorry, I had to end it all
This is my final farewell
By the time you've read this, I should be in hell
I could waste my time, and try
Take another three years, try to keep in line
But waking up is 10x harder
When all you wanna do is die
So I, commit suicide (suicide)
Goodbye...
I can't stand to sleep, hate the dreams
The demons always seem to make fun of me
Talking so quickly, telling me...
What to do, and how to live
They fantasize about my death
Make me kill myself by holding my breathe
Suicidal dreams, dreams of my fall
How am I gonna end this all?
I could take a fuckin' rope
Pull the noose tightly around my neck
Tie it up high in the rafters
And gasp as I suffocate to death
I could turn the gun on myself
No help, cold barrel, pressed tight
Lie in bed, pull the trigger, no regrets
Brains splattered, soaked in red
I could take a rusted blade
Fix all my problems, solve em
Rip it across my veins
Release every ounce of pain
Who woulda known my blood could end up as paint?
Last attempt, bottle of pills
Rid every emotion that I feel
I down them all, with gradual sips of alcohol, I fall
Convulsions, internal bleeding
Finally, my wish, no breathing
I could waste my time, and try
Take another three years, try to keep in line
But waking up is 10x harder
When all you wanna do is die
So I, commit suicide (suicide)
Goodbye...