Surely

Alpha
Surely you know what I've been dying to say "“ God knows it's hard
When you're not here I can pour out my heart "“ the words just come
But timing isn't my best point "“ I miss the boat
Too scared to spit it out "“ I keep the lump in my throat
For crying out loud, what's the worst that can happen?
Maybe I'll die, maybe my life will begin
But sometimes even the best lines are misconstrued
At times I'm eloquent, though not in front of you
I could keep it so quiet "“ never tell you my secret
Living a lie "“ I yell inside
Timing isn't my best point "“ I miss the boat
Too scared to spit it out. Kept the lump in my throat
For crying out loud, what's the worst that can happen?
Maybe I'll die, maybe my life starts here..
Surely you know what I've been dying to say