Taking A Year Off

I've been taking my time

Waiting around for something it never comes

I'm not trying to sound like I am cynical

Cause I've been here before

I know the way that this works

And it's really not working

I think every day if anything here is worth it

I keep to myself cause I don't need to know

So I stare at the clock until it's time time to go

I've been bored for so long

So I just started writing

These little songs became the only thing

That I could relate to

So I've been talking to strangers

And blowing these speakers

I left you all behind cause if I ever need this

It'll be on my own

I think better alone

And if no one's around they can't tell me I'm wrong

And I'm wrong oh many times I'm wrong

I'm taking this year off

And writing so many things off it's uncomfortable

But I'll admit when I cry and if you see me tonight you can know

Most likely I'm ready to go