The Art of Losing
I'm not fucking blind to the way that you talk around the truth
Not just what you say but what you do
Played this tug of war way too fucking long
Like every time again I've lost you've won
You took advantage of the trust that I gave
Took my forgiveness rubbed it back in my face
Reaching for words but there's nothing to say
I'm left to wonder will this ever be the same
This rage burning through my veins regret consumes my mind
Cutting deeply like a razor blade
Will I live to see another day without questioning your motives
With constant doubt
You took advantage of the trust that I gave
Took my forgiveness rubbed it back in my face
Reaching for words but there's nothing to say
I'm left to wonder will this ever be the same
And as we sit back waiting for these scars to heal
Tries to convince ourselves that this, that this isn't real
Will you allow me to forget your past
Or will you always hang it over my head