if life is truly designed

i want nothing more
to do with it
if life turns out to be
just another vast
factory
i want nothing more
my complete disdain
our infection spreading
if i had the bomb
"¦trust me
if i could end it all i would
no more regrets
the last of my empty thoughts
and memories forgotten
stand alone "“ a complex
a dying wish "“ come to an end
humynity is a thousand screams
waiting to be silenced