what a mess you've made of
your pretty head; i
can't believe
they've left me here all alone
with you again.
& i blurred the line
between excuses & lies.
didn't realize you could
still make me want to cry.
[didn't realize you could
still make me want to cry.]
& it's always dead,
my endless time.
memories i can't get back &
conversation i'm trying to forget.
this will be the last talk.
this will be the last song.
this will be the last time
& this will be the last apology.
i hate myself for making you hate me.
i hope to god you remember everything.
pick up the pieces of things i broke for you.
it's just not right & i just can't love you.
i can't believe that you made it sound so true,
awful things that you think i did to you.
the memories that you made up in your head,
it's just not right & i can't go on like this.
& i'm ashamed of who i tried to be.
make for sure that they'll take away these wings.
i'm sick & tired of all these boring burnt up feelings.
i wish you'd let me be.