The Vampire Song

Kekal
The good, the bad and the ugly
all share one side of a coin,
while the other side has the X-Factor
we never want to come across.
So many things beyond our control,
so many possibilities adjoin
preparing promptness to accept either gain or loss.
I never thought of getting myself so deep
into facing this kind of reality.
Searching for a common response
to every individual happening.
Experiences brought us a coping formula
with lots of "hows",
but not even one came close enough
to suit with another.
Preparing promptness to look
for a supernatural guidance.
I never thought of getting myself so deep
into facing this kind of reality
which sacrifices everything out of me.
Here I stand naked before the mighty destiny.
I never dreamed of taking a pilgrim's role.
Settlement was the only wish I made,
arranging visions and expectations.
My goals slowly fade when life takes over.