I can't not look back
Cos as the rain drips of the windscreen
I wish I didn't cause a scene
But, I think I'd rather have a heart attack
Than walk away from something real
Tryna say it's no big deal
But thinking too much just fucks things up
And it always will
And caring too much
Has made this stupidly hard, stupidly hard for me
I can't not think back
To driving with you next to me singing along happily
And it hurts to think that you're probably doing that
With somebody else, with anybody else
We thought too much and it fucked things up
Like it always does
And I care too much
And its made this stupidly hard, stupildy hard
But it's not like there's nothing else involved
But it's hard to sit back and let it just unfold
When I know there's something there
We both know that something real's still there
And it's over now we've got to stop and just be friends and carry on
But I'm pretty sure at some point we'll end up back where we were though I could be wrong
And it's just a thought you might forget how goddamn happy we could be
If the circumstance was different but it's not so we'll just have to wait and see
Cos I know that something real is still there
But maybe just for me