This Night I Call (Bad Luck)

I Smoke too Many Cigarettes

My Back Always Hurts

I Procrastinate And I Scribble My Words

Subject to a Life Long Curse

I Used to Walk Around So Tall

Good Looking Kid With No Problems At All

Had This World at My Fingertips

Why In Gods Name Did I Turn Out Like This?

My Lifes Become a Game of Poker

I'm Losing Every Single Hand

I can't Seem To Find My 2nd Joker

I Fold My Cards Are Bad

I Wonder How Your Painting Is

How Your Family Is Doing Too

And I Wonder If Your Hands Miss My Arms

Or If They're Holding Someone New

My Lifes Become a Game Of Poker

I Lose Every Single Hand

I can't Seem to Find My 2nd Joker

I Lost Every Chip I Had

My Hair Is Way Too Greasy

I Know a Shower Wouldn't Kill Me

I can't Help But Think it's None Of These Things

That Make Me Walk Around So Lonely

But These Haunted Cold Streets Call Me

They See My Staggering Feet Try

I am Not Worth One of Your Tears

So Please Just Close, Please Just Close The Door

On This Night This Night I Call Bad Luck

This Night I Call Bad Luck