This Nightmare Will Never End

Sometimes I feel like I don't wanna face myself and run away in silence

All the memories, sentences that I just didn't wanna say, oh yesterday

Walking in silence, I could face my fears

And try not to forget where I belong, where do I come from

I was flying like a raven bringing sadness to you all

Then my heart broke into pieces, that's when I started to fall

I have walked on the path of solitary victim in silence

I spoke the tongue of the dumb and no one listened to me

Walking in silence I just didn't listen

I didn't want to know where I belonged, what the hell I did to myself

I was flying like a raven bringing sadness to you all

Then my heart broke into pieces, that's when I started to fall

Now I close my eyes for all the shame I feel inside

I know I hate myself for all the things I've said and all the things I've done

And every time I think about it now I would kill myself

But now I wanna face this

You come to reach the darkest level and you don't know what it means

Then realize you lived a nightmare when you thought it was a dream

You can say that you're so sorry

For all the mess that you have been through

But only when you'll free yourself you'll get to have the best for you

I was flying like a raven bringing sadness to you all

Then my heart broke into pieces, that's when I started to fall

Now I close my eyes for all the shame I feel inside