I cannot explain
Why I am this way
Precaution please leave me alone
I'm tired of hearing what
you've got to say
Sometimes I like it
Sometimes I don't
But it seems I always want
to be what I'm not
And I'm not satisfied
with what I've got
I'm looking through a tinted glass
That changes color with each
question that I ask
Part of me is new and part of me is old
I'm running fast but can I hold
Onto this dream that
grows at such a speed
I don't know what I want or what I need
I cannot explain
For I do not know
Confusion is planted in my mind
And the seed continues to grow
Sometimes I like it
Most times I don't
The more I know, the more I ask
Will I find answers or is this my task
Will a day arrive, when I
am sure of something
The unobtainable intrigues me
Greener grass I can see
When my vision is obscured by desire
Sometimes I must
Look deeper than the waters brim
Take a deep breath
Before I dive in
Take a deep breath
Before I try to swim
Take a deep breath
Take a deep breath