I get so tired of waking up
Every night, I'm pushing luck
Straight down my throat
Into my brain
I get so angry with myself
A one-track mind is a mind in Hell
Oh, take me back to the good old days
Where I was happy, and you weren't sad
I'd do my best to make you laugh
I would wake up, and you'd be there
With your makeup everywhere
But now, you're gone
You're gone
I write so much in my head
So many things I've never said
I wrote a letter that you've never read
And they locked me up for being sad
They told me, "Son, we understand."
They didn't understand
I was so happy by myself
I never needed any help
There were dreams of fun and fame
But now I know life is just a game
And I lost my turn on you
On you, on you
I'm gonna take your pictures down
And pick myself back off the ground
Forget your face
And let you go
Happy with myself
I never needed any help
No more dreams of fun and fame
Because I know life is just a game
And I lost my turn on you
I lost my turn on you