Tongue Tied

Last night I dreamed that you were dead

The only way that I could find

to clear you from my head

I find it hard for me to get past all the

shit you did to me

In spite, at night, I try in vain to get my mind at right

Tongue tied

I feel so terrified

I'm so sick of being on my own

This feels like suicide

Tongue tied

I feel so dead inside

Some things are better left alone

Completely out of sight in mind

Never to be told

I find it harder to express the things

that no one else can see, but me

sometimes I wait for days to get my mind at right

Tongue tied

I feel so terrified

I'm so sick of being on my own

This feels like suicide

Tongue tied

I feel so dead inside

Struggling me in a world I can't control

This feels like suicide

Some say waiting

Taking my own time

Is all I can do

Should've known you've things to hide

By that look in your eyes

I can hear the words (loud)

Now I finally understand

This feeling of uncertainty that leaves me now

Tongue tied

I feel so terrified

I'm so sick of being on my own

This feels like suicide

Tongue tied

I feel so dead inside

Struggling me in a world I can't control

This feels like suicide

This feels like suicide

This feels like suicide