(Music: Tieaho | Lyrics: Heinonen)
I cannot dream with me, I cannot laugh with me no more
and my face in the mirror is too dark to see
I can't breath with me, I can't see myself anymore
because my face in the mirror is too dark to see
Those scars remind me how I made you cry
Your pain remains even if I die
I can't feel myself no more, is there someone behind my back
who can see this curse on me, or is it just too dark to see!
I can't take myself anymore, everything I touch falls apart
can you see this curse on me, or is it just too dark to see!
Those scars remind me how I made you cry
Your pain remains even if I die
All these questions, I'm screaming out loud
There is no one to tell me the way
I can't breath with me, I can't see myself anymore
because my face in the mirror is too dark to see
I can't feel myself no more, is there someone behind my back
who can see this curse on me, or is it just too dark to see!
Those scars remind me how I made you cry
Your pain remains even if I die
This is not the truth, this is not for real
I don't believe you 'cos you tell me lies
Everyone suffers and I am the cause
Those closest to me are fading away
Have I ever been alive?!?