that the leaves now let descend
stirred by a midnight wind
with the earth beneath my tread
in simple hopes to disappear
how long will you keep me waiting
wearried by the thoughts that
and can you feel it, soft as lamplight
yet still more unyielding
than the voice that calls
please stop there�s nothing left
and can you hear it in the distance
calling you and pulling you
because it threatened to drag you down
can you see it, softer than the rainfall
or a lovers gaze that you broke
from the fear that it threatened to let you drown
and in your words i find disillusion
arms wide and eyes shut tight
and life�s too demanding, it takes too much
i miss your torture, i miss your touch
and that light from your eyes
that once promised to guide my way
the deceit from your lies
that left me in this pain
and can you feel it, soft as lamplight
yet still more unyielding
than the voice that calls
please stop there�s nothing left
and can you hear it in the distance
calling you and pulling you
because it threatened to drag you down
can you see it, softer than the rainfall
or a lovers gaze that you broke
from the fear that it threatened to let you drown
morning broke as i crept pulling cobwebs from my brain
reliving nights of childish tears
and the lies that i held in secret wracked my frame
they left me shaken, and unclear
if i could ask one question, it would simply be
i beg you now, please end this rain
and paint my tongue with rust
once i faultered an expression
you took my will to love you
you took my will to trust
you want me when you cannot have me
your in a state of wanderlust
and the light from your eyes
that once promised to guide my way
the deceit from your lies
that left me in this pain
Lyrics by Christina Fleming