Truth and Tragedy

Amaran's Plight
She went away on business
and something is oh so wrong
I've fallen to my knees
I found I don't have very long
With this test, it looks as though
my life will fill with fear
Have I been mistaken?
Can I fight this through my tears?
Have I been resentful?
Does this mean we are done?
Should I let her know?
Is this really happening?
Oh, tell me why am I the chosen one? No
Or should I let her go?
Searching deep within myself
to find the words to say
How to tell someone I love
I won't be here to stay
Should I leave this house, our home
and drift into the night?
That way then I will not have to feel the pain
and see the fading light in her eyes