I've been living this daily Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time
I've been living this daily Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Ten months later my little bro arrived Raised in a place where is due to survive My Mummy shot food to put honey in our hive I could see the hunger in her eyes I could see that suttem wasn't right She taught me how to wrap and shot my first ticket She told me watch my back and be smart with it And I wish that I could take you there To a place that my brain takes me every day I could smile but it still won't take the pain away But remain in this lonely place From a child I been raised in this soldier way Mummy didn't ramp she called us the Kray's No joke she showed us the ways
I've been living this daily Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time
I've been living this daily Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Mummy couldn't cope so she turned to drugs My auntie Tina gave us hope I was raised on the roads where its rare to trust And my hearts been broke now I'm scared to love And I might seem closed till I open up Feel the weight of the struggle I been holding up Been betrayed by a cuddle and a heartless hug I drink pain from a bottle till my heart feels numb Cause I came from the bottom of this bottle of rum Ain't changed from a youngen I been stuck in the slums They want my brother in cuffs Like the court don't know how our sufferer does So I want to give her more then she has given to us
I've been living this daily Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time
I've been living this daily Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time
I don't want to feel this I don't want to hurt no more I don't want to feel this Need to get on up, need to get on up now
I've been living this daily Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time
I've been living this daily Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time