Twenty Thirteen
How do i find the strength to go on
When everything i lived for is gone
The happiest days are far behind me
Only to walk around aimlessly
I gave everything i had
Only to came out second best
Im burning all my bridges
And im never looking back
Following a path untaken is the only thing that i have left
I need to find the courage to be brave in a world i no longer crave
I thought i had it all figured out
Turns out i was just fooling myself
The pain outgrew me i can no longer cope
A vicious circle of fighting my thoughts
I will Continue on with all that ive got
My chest feels tight
I can no longer breath
The only way i can do this
Is violently
I am who i am
And ive fought so hard to be here
I am who i am
I will not let this affliction defeat me
I am who i am
I stand proud knowing i am alive