The choice was mine, but all the options failed
Except his call, the sound I feared to wait
Within my room I find a way to rest
The barrels laid against my chest
The burden weighs, the burden drags
down to a point where I cannot stop my legs
they take me far, way beyond the hope
to pull me back from the slope
Raping a virtue to save another one and
a gaping rift that is my self-esteem undone.
Raping a virtue to save another one and
a gaping rift I call my life nailed to his gun
Now I have come, and you can see the trap
we both share with me holding the strap
I won't excuse, I had the reasons and a mind
too young to refuse the ride
Where lives become the bets
Even if you find the cure
It's not a wound that heals