Back in the day, I can recall
That my thist for un-clarity and saint
There was no black stain in the walls of my memories
Now there's a haste pushing me sideways
And leaving me nothing to gain
Taking me back, locking me close in disparity
I'm feeling lost in a dream
Long for the day I can be myself
Is falling away far behind
Nothing to keep me with the time
I'm feeling lost in a dream
Yearning again only to be myself
And always the first thing to fade
(no more heartache, no deserving)
Nothing we can ever refrain
Years are cruel, they break us
Ruling on decay and despair (no despairing)
Something we can never repair (no repairing)
There's nothing we'll ever explain
I'm feeling lost in a dream
Long for the day I can be myself (free)
When will I be unleashed?
There's nothing I need to be
Yearning again only to be myself
I have no regrets to be free