I want to tell if I am or am not myself How far or if at all could go For something I forgot was wrong I don't know all the answers Or have it within the time But it's all that I'll have in mind I won't keep you waiting long I don't know what to do anymore My fear pretend that I'll never be in love again It's real to me but not like these fools I won't find or have it within the time If it's all rusted and fade In the spot where we fell Where I thought I'd left behind It's loose now but we could try I won't keep you waiting long I don't know what to do anymore When there's no good answers Another personal disaster There's nowhere to go but down