You see I first felt death as a very little kid Those bloody bloody nightmares I wish I had hid You can see beauty being close to evil Twisted like a twisted brain Was it hate or was her love insane? Now they're gone but I remain I'm just like her now, I'm just like her, I'm just like She pulled me into the deat trap, pulled me into the death trap She pulled me into the deat trap, pulled me into the death trap Only took 3 times, 3 times in her head So psychotic, neurotic breakdown I stood and laughed as the body fell down Pulling wings off little birds Smashing, remembering thinking of the scene When I woke I was screaming No one could understand where the truth was I was the only one, I was the jealous one She pulled me into the deat trap, pulled me into the death trap She pulled me into the deat trap, pulled me into the death trap Only took 3 times, 3 times in the head The lone was out, I was alone All bu myself, I was damned no home My parents murdered everything thrown away Life is such a game and I'm not really sure I wanna play I'm a bad seed I have a damaged brain There's no way back only death will heal me