I woke up and saved your weight again
It's not hard, it's so hard to do
I'll show up this time. You can find my heart under the stone
It's still there, where you've known it has been this whole time.
I'm not green. I'm not young. I am done with my ache.
It's not faith. It's not faith. It's not fate.
I would wait if you'd stayed, but you made your escape
And I don't really blame. Feel no shame. Feel no weight.
I'll show up this time. You can find my face under the stone.
It's not new. It's not you. It's all me and company.
Did you call? Did I fall out of some tall building to drown
In a sea where you see me and you being new or tearing down
All of the drapes? A mistake that I made in feeling good.
It's not new. It's untrue. I'm not sure that you ever were.
I stand up. I give gifts. I take trips and I let myself go.
I grow beards. I shed tears. I make fears my fellow soul.
I'm not done with your smile, I've got miles and more to go.
It's not faith. It's not faith. I've replaced most everything.