Monday I wake up with disgust in my head Could not forgive myself another moment spent in bed Monday the mirror always disappoints I pinch my skin until I see the joints
Today I’m feeling like I live on the ledge Any moment I just know I’m gonna fall off the edge They say, “hang on” I promised them I will but I don’t know for how long
Why do I spend sole my day Looking for any way to waste away? The pain is in the empty time Just twiddling my thumbs and hoping for the words to rise
Today I couldn’t stand to be all alone And sick of hearing my voice on the telephone A thousand roads to injury Most of them so smooth it doesn’t feel they are hurting me
Oh, I’m still trying to leave the high violence behind I wait for relief but the illness is my mine Why should I worry? I’m already too late
Not knowing what the future will bring Is always wrecking my day I guess I’ll drown my fear and seal my fate A haze of cravings, easier to do it then to just sit here and wait
Easier to do it then to just sit here and wait
Easier to do it then it is to just sit here and wait!