I can't go every day with being sober.
It gets kind of hard trying to cope
with this devil on my shoulder.
like well I'm getting closer
every second I get older.
Till I'm dead or in a coma,
it ain't over till it's over
you're supposed to live every day
But that and itself is a really hard concept
'Cause if this was my last 24
I'd probably spend at least 3 or 4
praying to God for 20 more.
I'm lookin' in the mirror
at the man in front of me,
like I know everybody goes
That's why I come off as wreckless
I'm getting my moneys worth every second.
So who are you to judge me?
(I'm not sober all the time
Living each day like the next I might not wake up.
That's why I always stay puffin' a blunt
Poppin' pills out the bottle
and y'all are more than welcome to follow.
And if I'm not here tomorrow
on the short time I'm on Earth,
proving my fucking worth.
I try to give a fuck