Waste of Life
Obsession lies in
counting down the days
Afraid to die,
cerebral maze
Life, self preservation
Decaying mind,
disintegration
Fear rises,
the years go by
Contemplation,
psycho-analyze
Protection complexion
can't outrun
imminent outcome,
death prevention
Deathly afraid to die,
living a lie, waste of a life
Fear of the reaper's scythe
Avoid inevitable doom,
terror destroys and consumes
Disillusions are resumed, consumed
Release me from premeditated pain
Hate consumes me
Waste of life, already died
Release from panic is the prize,
futile existence realized
Solution suicide
Conquer despair, terror
Meet death without a care