How many nights will I lie awake
And dream of the day I won't have to speak
Forbidden thoughts that could make you cry
And make me crawl into my hole
Walking alone I hear the church bells ring
What is this life, is it anything?
Youth and desire only make me tired
And make me fall into my hole
There's a reason, a reason to live
I know it's hard to give
But it's the way to love, the way to love
Looking through my memories, through my memories
There's always something missing, something missing
We live by rules that we're meant to break
Die by a cause that was our mistake
These restless times that we're living through
Only make me cold, and I grow into my soul
There's a reason, a reason to live
I know it's hard to give
But it's the way to love, the way to love