I pray to God like it's the end of the world
"But life is meaningless when I wake up without you!"
Oh God, I'm a terrible mess today!
And if I don't ignore the whole in my heart and move on
By the end of the night I could up bled to death
Oh God will I ever get this back..
Where I was so long ago.?
The city lights seem far away,
Are you looking for me?
If I can only make it through this night,
Maybe something will bring comfort somehow..
I tell myself that I'll forget about girls
But life is so much more with the touch of someones skin to mine.
My lust has brought me to my knees again!
Will I fall on my face without you holding my hand?
I swear I'll try, I swear I'll try!
"I'm still so terrified by the crash of the waves
And the sting in my eyes when I can finally see.
I'm still so terrified by the lights, and the hands pull me in for the very first time.
I can't do this, I can't do this all on my own.
If I can only make it through this night,
Maybe I will find the thing that I need.
(I'm still so terrified...)
I thought I knew but I don't
I don't know anything at all