I'm focusing but to what extent
Keep twisting the lens but the scene still makes no sense
Should have done something
Instead of lining up days off in hopes that they'll explain
What it is I am trying to save?
I've got To Do lists I write on myself
But they're fading away before I can cross anything out
No one ever does the right thing
She loves baseball and strip-malls but at least she loves
Something
So I ignore everything
Keeps my mind healthy
There just always seemed to be more important things
To do here
To do here
I'm focusing but to what expense
I still miss all of my old friends
They remain a world away
While I attend parties in nondescript apartments
So what am I trying to save?
What am I trying to save?
What am I trying to save?
What am I trying to save?
What am I trying to save?
What am I trying to save?
What am I trying to save?
What am I trying to save?
What am I trying to save?