Lyin' awake again
And I don't know what's happening
I'm setting sail on unknown seas
Haunted by insecurities
I'm standing on the edge of a dream
Colliding with the light of this real life scene
I don't feel a thing until the pain comes
When it's all said and done, would I just cut and run?
Sometimes I'm so numb I don't know
If it happened tonight, would I stand up and fight?
Or would I just let go?
Whatcha gonna do?
When it's on you boy
Whatcha gonna say?
When it's no no more
Whatcha really gonna do?
When it's all through boy
Whatcha gonna say
When it's over now
Maybe it's the time of year
But I don't feel my soul shine
Locked up inside
And floating on the cheap wine
But there's a smell in the air
I swear something's there
Blowing in on the California night
So if it's all gone and I can't go on
I'm sure as hell not ready to die