Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
I watched the preverbal sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think Iâ"š¬â"ž¢m losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Because I donâ"š¬â"ž¢t want you to know where I am
Then youâ"š¬â"ž¢ll see my heart in the saddest state itâ"š¬â"ž¢s ever been
This is no place to try and live my life
(Stop right there) Thatâ"š¬â"ž¢s exactly where I lost it
(See that line?) I never should have crossed it
(Stop right there) I never should have said that itâ"š¬â"ž¢s very moment that I wish that I could take back
Iâ"š¬â"ž¢m sorry for the person I became
Iâ"š¬â"ž¢m sorry that it took so long for me to change
Iâ"š¬â"ž¢m ready to try to never become that way again
Because who I am hates who Iâ"š¬â"ž¢ve been
Who I am hates who Iâ"š¬â"ž¢ve been
I talked to absolutely no one
Couldnâ"š¬â"ž¢t keep to myself the enough and things
I bottled inside I finally begun to create so much pressure that Iâ"š¬â"ž¢d soon blow up
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
I canâ"š¬â"ž¢t let that happen again
Because then youâ"š¬â"ž¢ll see my heart in the saddest state itâ"š¬â"ž¢s ever been
This is no place to try and live my life
(Stop right there) Thatâ"š¬â"ž¢s exactly where I lost it
(See that line?) I never should have crossed it
(Stop right there) I never should have said that itâ"š¬â"ž¢s very moment that I wish that I could take back
(Stop right there) Thatâ"š¬â"ž¢s exactly where I lost it
(See that line?) I never should have crossed it
(Stop right there) I never should have said that itâ"š¬â"ž¢s very moment that I wish that I could take back
Iâ"š¬â"ž¢m sorry for the person I became
Iâ"š¬â"ž¢m sorry that it took so long for me to change
Iâ"š¬â"ž¢m ready to try to never become that way again
Because who I am hates who Iâ"š¬â"ž¢ve been
Who I am hates who Iâ"š¬â"ž¢ve been
Who I am hates who Iâ"š¬â"ž¢ve been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who Iâ"š¬â"ž¢ve been
Because who Iâ"š¬â"ž¢ve been is all youâ"š¬â"ž¢ve ever made me
Iâ"š¬â"ž¢m sorry for the person I became
Iâ"š¬â"ž¢m sorry that it took so long for me to change
Iâ"š¬â"ž¢m ready to try to never become that way again
Because who I am hates who Iâ"š¬â"ž¢ve been
Who I am hates who Iâ"š¬â"ž¢ve been