"Who is Thomas Saunders and why is he significant in your writings?"
Hopeless, you're told.
Fearful of the day she dies.
Do they see this as a waste of your time.
The life you'll lead if you outlive her,
count the days until you sleep.
Spiral downward, you knew you'd never cope.
Was it worthwhile knowing you would sink this low?
The life you'll lead if you outlive her,
count the days until you sleep.