I didn't want this thing to happen while you were away
I don't wanna be involve in this anymore
Cause I wanna be sober again
I don't want this spiral playing against my brain
Cause I wanna be so natural
I don't want this animated cartoon flow in my tubes
Cause I wanna be so happy,
It happen, it happen to me
It could happen, it could happen to you
It could happen, it could happen to anyone
Especially"¦ me, or you, or she, he"¦ she and me"¦
I've done a million mistakes in my life
and there's no way of turning back
I hope I will be happy, healthy again
for the rest of my entire life
along with this big fake happy smile
I wanna smile, I have to smile
Yes I wish to smile, learn to smile
I better stop telling you about what is going on
cause you will never understand
so what I've got to do is just