Wolves At The Door

Last night I found heaven

It's on the tip of my tongue

And it reminded me of

All the times I was young

Of catching rain in my open mouth

I used to smile till the day I fell down

I have no idea who the hell I've become

It's not who I was, it's not who I loved

I want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine

I want to burn, on a beach where the sand

Has thousands of needles poking at my skin

I lie in bed to the sound, of the wolves at my door

They are speaking in tongues

While they claw at my floor

I never thought it would come to this

I'm more yellow than my own piss

(They're making rounds) just to even the score

Just open the door, just open the door

I want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine

I want to burn, on a beach where the sand

Is littered with razor blades

Littered with razor blades

Blades

Littered with razor blades

I can't hold on, the path is clear

I can't ignore, what's been building for years

There's wolves at the door, I won't hide here in fear

Wolves at the door, wah!

I look at myself and the things that I've done

Stare away from the mirror and right into the sun

I forgive myself for all of my mistakes

When will I learn, when will I, when will I burn

I want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine

I want to burn, on a beach where the sand

Is littered with razor blades

I gave up on myself a long time ago

To the black clouds I'm swallowed

And spit me out whole

Some times it feels like I'm losing my soul

At least that means

I still have a soul after all