Today feels like my funeral Shouldn've been so beautiful Don't know why I gave my heart, gave my trust, gave everything You think that if I had the chance I'd do something different Save me from my ignorance Making the same mistakes before I I see the danger but I go forward I'm sitting here trying to keep my composure Knowing inside I'm broken and tore up She got me gone I'm on her like a drug I try to go but end up wanting more Stuck in my head vivid as a picture I Wanna be clean but I can't get rid of her
Give my all you take it from me (from me girl) And don't even replace it for me (noo) I wish you just fake it for me (fake it) I wish I can make you love me more You can't tell I f-cks wit you I needed you (need you) I thought that you understood that based on how I treated you (treated you) I don't pay attention to the rumors that you feed into Know you're missing something I wish I was what completed you
Today feels like my funeral Shouldn've been so beautiful Don't know why I gave my heart, gave my trust, gave everything You think that if I had the chance I'd do something different Save me from my ignorance Making the same mistakes before I I see the danger but I go forward I'm sitting here trying to keep my composure Knowing inside I'm broken and tore up She got me gone I'm on her like a drug I try to go but end up wanting more Stuck in my head vivid as a picture I Wanna be clean but I can't get rid of her
I feel like a killer hit me (hit me) The weapon was concealed initially (ohh) But I felt so much pain from it (pain) You deserved to feel it with me more (more) I feel like I beg wit you I plead wit you (plead wit you) I don't comprehend how you can't love when its so easy to (easy to oh) I thought you could do it I believed in the naive in you (ohh) I just need to breathe baby now I got the freedom to (ohh no)
And I don't think I can get rid of her Cuz she got me in this curse And it dawned on me I can't do nothing with her I tried but she won't let me go Oh,Oh,oh,oh,oh she won't let me go More from Diddy-Dirty Money