He's a good singer with great looks" no,no
don't want those kind of comparisons
make the effort and you'll comethrough, cant beat a jinx, oh so demeaning
i'm so much more akward then the rest, cant' act smooth like they do on the soaps
jow much time was spent? spiteful, kniflike words threaten me
the ciff of failure looms below no time to dip down and avoid just barely made it
realized the strength i've lost when the tears flowed without reservtion oh there's only one choice
scowling at my reflection in the mirror but they evade me in the end
my shining future self portraits ripped to pieces hate increases
the burden on my shoulders is too large to bear, couldn't even signal for help
even if were to jump in, i'd only be left with wounds wanted to disappear
seeing everyone's faces made it even harder we made them together, inerasable memories
the mic in my hand filled with dreams didn't have the courage to give up, couldn't let go
how much time was spent? spiteful, knifelike words threaten me
the cliff of failure looms below no time to dip down and avoid
despair, despair, it was pure despair