I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
My bodys curled in a U-shape
I put on my best but I'm still afraid
Propped up by lies with promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it's time I saw the world
I'm only here for a while
But patience is not my style
And I'm so tired that I gotta go
What am I suppose to hide now
What am I suppose to do
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through
Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go..
I get to go home in one week
But I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why..
I'm overexisting in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just, fade away..
I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go..
Ohh.. What am I suppose to want now..
What am I suppose to do..
You still don't think I'm going see this through..
Tell me I'm a part of history..
Tell me I can have it all..
I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go..
(Instrumental)
Ooh yeah'yeah....
Ohh.. What am I suppose to want now..
What am I suppose to do..
You still don't think I'm going see this through..
Tell me I'm a part of history..
Tell me I can have it all..
I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go..
I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go.. Yeah..