and I felt kinda different
That I imagined in my mind
that I know now does not exist
and it felt strangely different
I was drenching my panties
I had my First Experience
I cried all the way back home
that I occupied myself with
and all my friends were doing it
and then I was more repelled
upon the affection of a looter
I chose only the good men
and I would not allow myself
I could have done it with a