Death Plan

My ticks of time have been laid to rest,

focused on giving me nothing but the best

You are your own weapon infront of me,

you just think you're too proud to see

Slipping out of trouble when it's nothing but war,

leaving me to deal with the blood and the gore

It feels like you've left me for some ignorant man,

it's the perfect scheme for my own death plan

Falling

and

Stalling

and

hiding beneath life

Earning

and

Learning

and

proving the strife

Letting this all get right through me,

is how dumb you think I 'am

There's more to it then what you see

Are you always assaulting?

Is it always your turn?

Do you recover on all accounts?

Do you ever crash and burn?

Can I pretend like your nothing?

A senseless ghost?

Is there a way to turn this backwards?

For what you need most?

Falling

and

Stalling

and

hiding beneath life

Earning

and

Learning

and

proving the strife

Letting this all get right through me,

is how dumb you think I 'am

There's more to it then what you see

The lines across this page,

proves all my hidden rage

You'll find it when Im gone,

when Im out of your life,

being treated like a pawn

Fuck all your insults

Infact, fuck yourself

Worry about this,

I can treat my own health

Falling

and

Stalling

and

hiding beneath life

Earning

and

Learning

and

proving the strife

Dying

and

Trying

and

winning the race

Losing

and

Brusing

and

seeing the blood drip from my face

Breaking

and

Faking

and

creating a death plan so bloody well

Killing

and

Willing

and

joining your hell