Didn't Want To Say Goodbye

In a room draped in blue

I am thinking of you

I am tired, I can't sleep

And for you I will weep

In a flash, you are gone

Yet around me life is calm

I cannot understand

Is this part of the plan?

I get cards with bouquets

But they can't take your place

I have dreams about us

But I always wake up

I can ask all I please

I can beg down on my knees

For a reason, for a sign

But these answers I won't find

And I will weep

Can you hear me?

Can't you tell me why?

I'll go on without you

And what's left for me to do

But to stay where I am

In my world of pretend

And I won't know until I die

If my faith was but a lie

'Til then you'll hear it in my cry

I didn't want to say goodbye to you