I wish I could take everything back
Start it all again
Knowing what I know now
Mistakes I've made fuel the resonating pain of regret
And endless cycling
The routine that drairs and eats the years away like a parasite
No motivation
How much more will it take
This should move me
This twenty-year disaster
Sound the alarm
Still wondering
Where did it all go wrong
Where did I lose my head
It all came flooding back now that it's too late
The damage is done
The doors are closing
Must open up or suffer decline
Slow frustration with no relief in sight
Set it in motion
Find ways to rise above it all
Sound the alarm
Still wondering
It can't be all for nothing
Can't end up like this
Let the fading optimistic light be my only driving force
And drive on
I'm still down while you kick away my every attempt to breathe
To pull ahead
Experienced first hand
This sick brutality
I found not long ago
This is all too real
The downfall through a never ending low
I won't let you down
Found comfort in that I know this won't last for ever
Can't seem to convince myself
That I won't let you down